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Im really scared about going back to school after the term break. Im feeling really bad and i want to die. Its getting worse everything is. My mum is spending more time with her boyfriend, my dad is getting more depressed and my brother anger is bad again. On monday (the first day  back) mum is going to see the year coordinator whick my normal one has left becasue she is pregnet and isnt coming back next year. Shes going to see if i can get taken out of this class where this teacger was reallyh rude to me and yelled at me in front of everyone and made me have a panic attack/ cry. Im really scared my fear is coming back (my fear of vomiting) and i need help im going to my therapist again next week but honestly she isnt helping me. Thye all say the say thing which is just breathe and think positive. I try my hardest and it doesn help. I'm running out of ideas. Also we have an assembly for anzac day and im freaking out my care giver is getting annoyed because she thinks im just "scared" to go sop i can sit out of it but im not i hate sitting with people all around me. I start to panic and cant breathe people just point and laugh and i hate it. My mum is still angry because i want to be homeschool well its not homeschooled its called distance education but i might be eligable for it because of my anxiety she just says no and gets really angry she doesnt understand how i can do it on the internet i dont think she trusts me. Also i have tests and im only in year 8 so i dont do them in the hall but i do them in class and i have panic attacks than so i dont know what im going to do when i go into year 9 and do big hall tests... I need some help or somethig i just want to dissapear :/ :((( (sorry bout bad spelling and punctuation thats not really what im worried about now)..

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  • Comment Link mia19923 Tuesday, 15 October 2013 10:46 posted by mia19923

    thank you desc means a lot to me :) x

  • Comment Link desc Sunday, 04 August 2013 22:01 posted by desc

    I felt like that ALL the time.. infact i felt like that until uni where i knew i could leave whenever i wanted.
    it is normal
    and there is help

    if you need to talk im here for any advice

    I also suffer from this, I had a horrible household also which i eventually moved out of at age of 17.

    I used to have to do exams seperate also.

    please, id love to help someone , i just wish someone had been there for me

  • Comment Link mia19923 Friday, 17 May 2013 14:33 posted by mia19923

    Thanks. I'm just sick of it I guess. Just have to stay strong xx

  • Comment Link mia19923 Friday, 17 May 2013 14:33 posted by mia19923

    Thanks. I'm just sick of it I guess. Just have to stay strong xx

  • Comment Link mia19923 Friday, 17 May 2013 14:33 posted by mia19923

    Thanks. I'm just sick of it I guess. Just have to stay strong xx

  • Comment Link Katie Walters Saturday, 27 April 2013 16:07 posted by Katie Walters

    I'm really sorry to hear that you are having a tough time. My therapist also tells me to breathe and try to challenge my anxiety. Sometimes I can and sometimes I can't. You're not alone :)
    Just in reading your post it sounds like you are combating a lot of problems at once. I know it probably seems like they are all bunched together, but maybe it would help if you addressed one issue at a time. Start small and really let each victory sink in and don't dwell on any failure because you can always try again.

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