I haven't been on in a while. I feel compelled to write a new entry. It's in concern to intimate relationships. I feel like they won't ever work. That's it. Pretty much, ha. I don't realy want to delve into it at this moment. But this is a "cry for 'help'", quite frankly. And aat the same time I realize that there is nothing that anyone can do. Ugh... so hopeless.