I bet you can guess what I am watching right now.
Well today went really well.
I talked to my aunt and uncle about everything thats been going on and asked them for help going back to Japan in a couple days. I feel like the exchange rate is never in my favor. Maybe it will change in the next week.
Cristina talked to me about square breathing, and self talk which seems to be helping in the small doses that I have been using them.
Right now I am stressed about money. If I don't get the job I want then I am going to be super discouraged, let's be real. But I do have back up places I can to apply to. At this point I don't care if I am teaching again as long as I have a visa and a way to support myself. I will be going back with only a grand and I need to make that last through July so I will literally be living off of rice. Transportation can be such a bitch too.
Trevor says to kick ass. I just gotta go do that. I am not really giving myself any option to fail.