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they put a fence around our tree
it's no secret to me
the picnic table and bench have been removed
it's ok though since your'e not even here anymore anyway
doesn't matter now there's a dog park there where we'd lie
and kiss on the grass long after four
i remember early dawn you snapped a picture 
but i didn't find it till afterward after i developed the film
by then you were gone
and i saw myself from the backside
and started to cry
it hurt so bad to realize it was you who snapped that picture
we'd go there in the late evening 
after turning corners all night through the Berkeley Hills
we'd stop to the side where we'd talk and smoke cigarettes 
blowing smoke out the open top window

i can't go on like this anymore
you relapse on me and i can't take it anymore
it's been over ten years now
still your'e constantly in my head on my mind
and your'e not even saying anything
i guess your'e curse is now my curse
with no ending 
because i won't end up like you
i tried, remember 
and they filled me up with fluids
so i'm sorry my friend
your'e dead
but i'm not yet
so stop please
the constant reminding
flying right over me right over my head

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