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November 29th, 2016

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Today is a very off day.

It has been a very long time since I have felt this anxious, sad and emotional since my ex left me. I have a wonderful new partner, who does nothing but spoil me (especially emotionally), but for whatever reason today is filled with doubt.

 

Doubt, self-loathing, heavy.

Not good enough
Not good enough for my partner, not good enough for my job, for my friends. I am a terrible person who emotionally manipulates people, or so I feel.

I want it to be over. I hate that the wait list for a psychologist is 6-8 months. The only reason is my benefits covers that.


I've had tears in my eyes since I left for work this morning, and I don't know when or why but, they'll come soon.

 

I HATE the control that my emotions have over me, and it seems nothing works.

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