. I seriously need to work. I have 3 kids and I live with my ex-mother-in-law. Was laid off from Walmart in April when they closed here. I feel alone and useless. Working at home would be a blessing. I had anxiety everyday when I went to work and went to the emergency room a few times because I had serious anxiety attacks at work. Lately I've been in a really dark place. Taking my meds, but I've been feeling like my depression and anxiety are choking me out. I feel totally helpless. Been having horrible thoughts that I swore would never get to me. I feel helpless! I don't know what to do anymore.