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yes!! but I don't do it because I know once you do its done. No redemption. No second chance and another world, just over. Therefore I press on. After a while the feeling goes away. I’m able to focus my attention on other things, but this is after I beat my chest or head a few times of course lol. honestly, that's the absolutely only reason I don't own a gun. out of fear that one day I won’t have the strength and make an irrational act.
I do mostly before I go to sleep and in the low points of a day but have no intention of committing suicide, I read recently that just accept it as the knowledge that we are in charge to do it or not ... this realization is that we are still free and our future is not doomed.
Hope that makes sense that we are 'Normal' people and every one will have thought about it if they are honest.
Answered 4 years ago
I've thought about it as well. I just hold on to the hope of a better time and know I won't be there forever. I think about all the good times I would have missed if I had of years ago and I think about the good times I would miss if I did it. I try to never let myself get there again because its a slippery slope and it hurts to have those thoughts running through your head. Your worth fighting for even if you don't think so in the moment. Hold on.
I'm not really proud to say this, but...yes, I have. I still do in fact-- but I don't let them get to me. There's plenty of people that love and appreciate me and it would be plain selfish of me to end my life...or at least that's what I'm trying to make myself think so I make those stupid intrusive suicidal thoughts go away.