Existential Anxiety
I'm 20 and I've been having some hardcore existential anxiety, I always long for answers that cannot be answered. I always find myself overthinking? life in itself. I never used to have this problem until about a year or two ago but it's becoming much worse. It's anxiety that I feel I cannot escape from. I know I'm still young and what not but all I ever think about is is this all a simulation? If so who or what is behind it all? I never used to have anxieties but it all just kind of hit me at once and is quite overwhelming. No one I know my age has these same anxieties about life or their future. I always find myself thinking about how irrelevant the human race is and how we're all just specs of specs of a spec of dust. I can't stop questioning what this life is and how life itself even works. I feel like I can't live a normal life because of how intense my curiosity is about literally everything. I can't meditate because of how much shit is going on in my mind 24/7, I don't find yoga to be relaxing, therapy is quite pointless (I've seen atleast 4 different therapists/psychiatrists and none of them have helped me in the slightest) and I just feel like a lost cause. I've tried my best to explain my situation and I hope it made sense somewhat. I would love to talk with like minded people. Why am I feeling these feelings and thoughts so deeply to where it affects me physically and mentally?
Category: Anxiety
5 years ago
Asked 5 years ago
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