Hello there. I am new here and i think i have social anxiety and as it keeps getting worse ... it started when i started to love a girl at work and it didnt work out she had a bf but i just couldnt shake off that "feeling" for her. From the looks it was matual but as months went on i met a new girl at work from different work station so she is not working near me, we went to a work related x.- mass party and both were there. From friends i heard she asked who am i getting closey with at the podium right after that i kind of cut off with that girl i loved. After that we dont talk much and i overheard her few times talking not directly about me but im sure she was. Thing is people at work now think i take pervitin a heavy addictive drug because when i have these SA feelings i have blank face expression and look like a killer .. especially when they start to talk about me. The fact is that I am angry with myself (idk why), insecure, and shy after it hits (for the fact i only smoke MJ mosty 3 times per month).I never had a problem with people talking about me behind my back or close to me at work but after the failed love incident i cannot seem to control my brain :( .. I start to walk funny sometimes like you forget how to walk, my neck is like literally tingling so it looks like my head is shaking a little. Do any of you guys experience this ? Oh and if i have hangover just a little or im tired it sticks under my skin much quicker ... Is this social anxiety or am i just insane and insecure individual ? Thank you all for your answers and sorry if my english is top notch Im not native.