have you ever had the feeling that you need to make yourself cry?

Yeah, I do, I think sometimes I need to cry to let it out, but its very rare that I do, and I don't do it in front of anybody. But it hurts even more when your trying to make yourself cry, and often I can't, I try and and try.

I feel like this alot. It just builds up and the pressure is too much that nothing but a good cry will help. Then you are so exhausted, because you have let everything out.